I keep accidentally speaking things into existence
So basically I keep getting into these fits where I have really serious paranoia about something and then it comes into fruition. I had a fear of stomach problems because I saw people online talking about Colon cancer, boom a year later guess who had to get a colonoscopy. I have a huge fear of mono, someone at school got it (very unfortunate for them glad they're okay). Then the most recent one has been someone trying to attack me when I'm alone, or getting a gun pulled on me. Welp guess who almost got possibly carjacked the other night???? I don't even know what to call it but the man tried to get in my car while I was in it. Luckily due to my hyperaware nature and paranoia I never get into my car without immediately locking my doors. So my piece of advice to everyone is lock your doors because they were literally trying to get me the other night. On another note if that didn't suck enough the police stations in this city close at 8? Like homie unless we have batman on these streets that simply will not do. Anyways now I have to write two essays that I cannot bring myself to work on. If I can just get through this week I can deal with anything I think. We will see. As Vanessa Hudgens used to say, basically what we're gonna do is dance.